God Why U No Real​?​!

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when I was young I used to pray for the rain, but I realized that god doesn’t work that way, so I stole every last drop from heaven and prayed for forgiveness. I left them out to dry on the black pitch; the day slowly towed them away, and I could not help but hold my arms out, palms down to catch passing spirit’s unhurried amalgamation in the sky. Closing hands into a hollow fist, I whispered names across the space, and they echoed across the distance between lines prescribing destiny and devotion to a faraway star.

I never felt the pull of celestial bodies
They never told me of what I should dream
the most I could hear was that I was bad and broken
Something unclean to be washed away in flames
so what if I’m the only one made of matter
and nothing else makes sense except in my mind
could there really be a watchdog we’re warned of
could we be on our own and blind


from Revenge of the Ugly, released January 22, 2017
Music: Willis/Lyrics: Cook



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